AF should be here sometime today, 15dpiui. I had what I thought could have been the start of a BFP at 10dpiui on a frer, but I'm pretty sure now that it was just a little bit of trigger that was left over. I used another frer at 11dpiui and then one at 13dpiui and they were both completely negative. I need to learn to stop testing so early, it just disappoints me when it's a complete negative after seeing a "line" on the test. I'll try to not test until 12dpiui next time.
I'll call my RE when AF fully shows, (I've been spotting on and off the whole second week of the TWW), but I know its coming. I've got spotting and cramps today.
I'm also going to finally register us for the IVF program at our clinic too. Where we live, there is only one clinic, and it is very busy. It can take 3-6 months on a wait list to begin an IVF cycle. We need to go to an orientation meeting too, so I'm going to get the date of that and sign us up for it too.
We will do one or maybe two more IUI's while we wait for the IVF, but it is time to move on. I know I've said that before, and I may end up saying it again, but after 9 attempts, I need to be realistic. It's the three "successes" that keep me wanting to stay the course with the IUI's, but I am starting to think that the IVF may be our best chance for a sticky pregnancy and a healthy baby.
I'm so sorry :(
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